Post by rivaxorus on Aug 3, 2016 8:47:45 GMT
So... hi guys. It's been a while. I know I've always been a poofer - but honestly I miss all of you. I can butter you up all I want right now I guess xD. Samantha was my very first online friend honestly and so dragons of the elements has always been a fun place to rp and hang around. I feel bad whenever I vanish for an unannounced amount of time, but what amazes me more that is unlike most sites this one is still standing. All of you are still here for the most part, rping with each other and having fun.
It's been a year or so since I've been on here, and I wanted you all my friends to know what's been happening in my life. It might be a little too personal but I feel you have the right to know - plus I plan on taking up rping here again and being an active staff member.
Here's a little trigger warning though, if you are sensitive to - car crashes, cancer, or mental illness in family members ect feel free not to read. Just know I'm going through a tough time and I love all of you rp is a huge release for me so it helps a lot.
Let's start in October... October 13, 2015 my fiance's mother died abruptly in a car crash. Harsh to say it's probably the hardest god damn thing I've gone through if it weren't for the issue's centering around my family right now. I had plans to move in with my fiance and her mother shortly after that month but our plans to start life was cut short. My fiance was forced to clean an entire house by herself - and move out into mine with my family. Which in itself, was stressful enough.
Since then everything had been pretty down hill, my little brother has been in and out of the mental hospital. Only now has his attitude, behavior, and mental state started to get a little better but he still is a little... off I'd say. He's starting high school and I'm hoping it makes him a bit better in a sense he'll be learning some things my mother failed to teach him. With the stress of him - it's been affected my fiance since since her mother died there's been a lot of things we had to take care of like insurance which is difficult(obama care sucks) and finding a job is like winning the lottery.
My aunt has cancer, last week we found out that she only has about a year left to live. She's not really my aunt but we call her that because she's very close even a second mother to me. This has totally screwed my emotions over and I've been dealing with those as well.
So my life plan is to get myself driving, so that my fiance can get a job and we can move out(highly considering my mother doesn't seem to understand half the things I'm going through with my fiance - she has too much trouble dealing with my little brother at the time to care.) when that happens I could finally actually get some therapy along with getting my fiance into some for her anxiety and all that. Since she can't drive because of her mom's accident and has a phobia of driving(at least near in this area). And yeah there are days when with my fiance's depression she says some pretty hurtful things to me. So yeah.
This has been what has been going on, and it's hard. I'm not going to lie and say everything is peachy - which is why I'm actually looking for more places to rp in and here just feels like home. I think after a month or whatever I'll delete this thread since looking at it will make me feel like an idiot xD. Love you all, thank you for being such... well awesome people. I've never seen anyone so dedicated to a rp EVER.
It's been a year or so since I've been on here, and I wanted you all my friends to know what's been happening in my life. It might be a little too personal but I feel you have the right to know - plus I plan on taking up rping here again and being an active staff member.
Here's a little trigger warning though, if you are sensitive to - car crashes, cancer, or mental illness in family members ect feel free not to read. Just know I'm going through a tough time and I love all of you rp is a huge release for me so it helps a lot.
Let's start in October... October 13, 2015 my fiance's mother died abruptly in a car crash. Harsh to say it's probably the hardest god damn thing I've gone through if it weren't for the issue's centering around my family right now. I had plans to move in with my fiance and her mother shortly after that month but our plans to start life was cut short. My fiance was forced to clean an entire house by herself - and move out into mine with my family. Which in itself, was stressful enough.
Since then everything had been pretty down hill, my little brother has been in and out of the mental hospital. Only now has his attitude, behavior, and mental state started to get a little better but he still is a little... off I'd say. He's starting high school and I'm hoping it makes him a bit better in a sense he'll be learning some things my mother failed to teach him. With the stress of him - it's been affected my fiance since since her mother died there's been a lot of things we had to take care of like insurance which is difficult(obama care sucks) and finding a job is like winning the lottery.
My aunt has cancer, last week we found out that she only has about a year left to live. She's not really my aunt but we call her that because she's very close even a second mother to me. This has totally screwed my emotions over and I've been dealing with those as well.
So my life plan is to get myself driving, so that my fiance can get a job and we can move out(highly considering my mother doesn't seem to understand half the things I'm going through with my fiance - she has too much trouble dealing with my little brother at the time to care.) when that happens I could finally actually get some therapy along with getting my fiance into some for her anxiety and all that. Since she can't drive because of her mom's accident and has a phobia of driving(at least near in this area). And yeah there are days when with my fiance's depression she says some pretty hurtful things to me. So yeah.
This has been what has been going on, and it's hard. I'm not going to lie and say everything is peachy - which is why I'm actually looking for more places to rp in and here just feels like home. I think after a month or whatever I'll delete this thread since looking at it will make me feel like an idiot xD. Love you all, thank you for being such... well awesome people. I've never seen anyone so dedicated to a rp EVER.